Where's the "me" that I used to know? (Control is a 3 letter word)

 I am literally so tired of being tired!! Sick of being Sick! Frustrated with so many challenges that never seem to end!!! It seems to be that no matter how hard I try to keep pushing forward, with every additional step that I take I feel as if I have a tractor trailer tied to my waist and I am giving it all the effort that I have to keep going but I'm getting nowhere!!! Working on getting the edits and updates finished with my publisher. This has been a long process, from taking 7 years to finish my manuscript, and now working with my publisher to finalize the last edits! I am not expecting to be rich or famous from my book once it's published. I am hoping that by sharing my journey may help someone that may be going through their own battles, to see there is hope!!! Fatigue is pretty bad today, so I will cut this post short.  I appreciate you taking time out of your busy day to read my blog! :)

 Good morning!  I am going to share more about my story/journey today with you. I know that everyone has a story to tell within themselves, but they may choose to not share it. For me, when I started writing my book I felt as if it was therapeutic. Does it hurt sometimes to relive it, yes does! But writing it down feels as though a weight is being lifted off of my shoulders, and with all that I still have a head of me to face, I could surely use a lighter load to carry! About a week before I was due to have my baby, my two sons and I were home alone. My husband was gone with his friends, and me and the boys were laying in my bed watching television together. Our apartment was on the first floor, but it was partially underground. So, the windows in our bedroom were very high up on the wall. While you were in bed you could look right out the window between where the window frame and blinds met without lifting your head off the pillow. That night that we were watching television ...

www.claralynnbell.com        controlisa3letterword I haven't added any new posts to my Blog since April 16th. Since then I have had a lot going on, and time has gotten away from me.  My manuscript has been sent to the publisher, and we are in the process of working together to make some edits and a few changes that will help things flow better within each chapter. My goal is to have my book ready to be available for purchase by late June, if possible.  When it is complete it will be available for purchase on Amazon and my website. I have listed my website at the top of the page for your review, should you have a desire to visit it now. The second link that is provided at the top of the page is my TikTok user name. I don't know a lot about TikTok, I'm learning as I go. My daughter-in-law suggested that I put the information about my book as well as my ongoing journey through leukemia, stem cell transplant, and graft vs. host disease on TikTok. She thought th...